Trip to Disney...

Our trip to disney was magical...fantastic...although I am sure my DHH would have rather been there with someone else...probably anyone else! Why he stays ... I dont know! Maybe to lazy to leave...to scared...or just takes delight in keeping double lives...who know..and guess what...I dont care anymore.

At this point...Im glad he doesnt want me...because I no longer want him....

Here I am at Disney....looking large...uncomfortable...and a small tiny bit happy....happy because I am with my children...happy to be at disney...happy to be alive.

One day I will go back...and be in all the photos...and proud of who I am!